None of that matters!
No matter how good or bad you may have it in this life, the thing that really matters is eternity. The fact is you never stood a chance of reaching heaven because God judged you guilty before you were born! Check out what the Bible says about it:

"Wherefore, as by one man sin entered into the world, and death by sin; and so death passed upon all men, for that all have sinned...Therefore as by the offence of one judgment came upon all men to condemnation; even so by the righteousness of one the free gift came upon all men unto justification of life." -Rom 5:12,18

You were condemned because of Adam's sin before you were born.
On the surface that doesn't seem fair, does It? But it is! Listen to God's reasoning about this, and you'll see that It was not only fair, but loving and merciful.